AT 0230

Webcam with Dan and Cha is so fucking fun!!! love them so much they made my day like crap!! already larhh.. btw he called me last night and i'm totally lazy to talk and the next few minutes he text me over and he said 'i miss you lah, so much lah'.. huhh i'm so shocked!! what he want from me tho haishhhh.. this is the harders one here!!! i'm just no ready with all of this.. wanna be just only me in the life right now.. i'm not ready with RELATIONSHIP!!! hmmmm... 3years no relationships is so fucking great tho!!! we can just relax, have fun with others and nobody can disturb me!!! huhhh...

well i story morry with Dan and Cha and they said "move on babe!! you should have someone in your life tho!!" and i said "noway!!! i have someone who love me so much and they are my beloved parents here!!!" huhhh then we end the conversation about him!

btw we webbies together that night actually is because of both of my friend here were like talked about ADAM LAMBERT's and PARAMORE's CONCERT and i'm so fucking JEALOUS here!! i 'HATE' them!